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Checking Out Me History by John Agard: GCSE poem guide

A speaker angry about the history he was taught at school sets out to find his own. How the poem moves, how Agard does it, and which poems to compare it with.

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Quick guide for students · Updated · 7 minute read

‘Checking Out Me History’ is by John Agard. It appears in his collection Half-Caste and Other Poems (2004). It is one of the fifteen poems in AQA’s Power and Conflict cluster, and it is still in copyright, so we quote only short phrases here. Read the whole poem in your anthology, and read it aloud if you can: it is meant to be heard.

The power in this poem is the power to decide what history people learn. The speaker was taught about 1066, Columbus and nursery-rhyme characters, and never about the Black heroes of his own past. By the end he stops waiting to be told and takes charge of his own history.

What happens

The poem is built from two kinds of stanza that take turns.

In the speaker’s own stanzas he complains about what he was taught. A refrain keeps returning, as he lists the things “Dem” told him about: the Battle of Hastings in 1066, Dick Whittington and his cat, the cow that jumped over the moon, Lord Nelson, Columbus, Florence Nightingale. The list mixes real history with nursery rhymes, which makes his schooling sound silly.

In between come stanzas printed in italics. Each one tells the story of a Black hero he was never taught about:

  • Toussaint L’Ouverture, who led a revolution in Haiti against French rule.
  • Nanny de Maroon, a leader of escaped enslaved people in the hills of Jamaica, who gave her people hope.
  • Mary Seacole, from Jamaica, who went to the Crimean War to nurse wounded soldiers, even after the British turned her down.

These italic stanzas are still the speaker’s voice. He is telling the stories that school left out.

He also asks what happened to the Caribs and Arawaks, the peoples of the Caribbean before Columbus arrived.

At the very end the speaker says he is checking out his own history now, and building his own identity.

The main ideas

Power over knowledge. Whoever decides what is taught has power over who people become. “Dem”, the people in charge of his education, are never named.

Identity. The speaker feels that a history with no place for people like him has blinded him to who he is. Learning about his own heroes gives him back his identity.

Resistance. The poem ends with the speaker taking control. He stops listening and starts acting.

Empire. The history he was taught came from Britain, the centre of the empire, and left out the people the empire ruled.

Language, form and structure

Refrain. “Dem tell me” returns again and again. The word Dem is never explained, so the people with power are faceless, which makes them harder to argue with. The repetition shows how often he has been fed someone else’s history.

Metaphor. The speaker says they “Bandage up me eye with me own history”. The word bandage is the surprise: a bandage should heal, yet this one covers his eye. The teaching that claims to help him stops him seeing.

Metaphor of light. Toussaint is “Toussaint de beacon”. A beacon is a fire lit to guide or warn people. The word makes him a light showing others the way to freedom.

Metaphor of light again. Mary Seacole is “A healing star”. The word healing shows her care for the wounded, and star shows how she guided and gave hope.

The ending. The speaker says “I carving out me identity”. The pronoun I has replaced Dem. The verb carving is active and lasting, as if he is cutting his identity in stone.

Language. The speaker’s voice is shaped by Caribbean Creole, with its own spellings and grammar, such as me for my and de for the. This is a choice. Agard shows that the speaker’s own language is fit for poetry and for history.

Form and structure. The two kinds of stanza take turns, so the poem sets one history against the other all the way through. The speaker’s stanzas use rhyme and nursery-rhyme rhythms, which mock what he was taught. The italic stanzas use very short lines, full of images of light and fire, and each line lands like a drumbeat. There is no regular stanza length: the form breaks the rules, as the speaker does.

Context

John Agard was born in 1949 in British Guiana, then part of the British Empire and now the country of Guyana, in South America near the Caribbean. He moved to England in 1977. The history he learned at school was British history, from the centre of the empire.

Toussaint L’Ouverture was born into slavery and led the Haitian Revolution against French rule. Nanny of the Maroons led communities of people who had escaped slavery in Jamaica. Mary Seacole, born in Jamaica, cared for British soldiers in the Crimean War.

Poems to compare it with

London. Both poems attack people in power for controlling how others think. Blake’s Londoners are trapped by chains in their own minds; Agard’s speaker breaks free of what he was taught.

The Emigrée. Both speakers hold on to an identity that people in power try to take from them, and both end defiant.

Tissue. Both poems are about who writes history down. Agard attacks a written history that left his heroes out; in ‘Tissue’ a family writes its own history in the back of a holy book.

For how to plan the comparison, read How to compare two poems.

Lines to learn

  • “Dem tell me” (the speaker, the opening). The refrain, and the faceless people who control his education.
  • “Bandage up me eye with me own history” (the speaker, the opening). His education has blinded him to his own past.
  • “Nanny de maroon” (the speaker, the middle). One of the heroes left out of his lessons, set against a nursery rhyme.
  • “A healing star” (the speaker, the ending). Mary Seacole as a guiding light.
  • “I carving out me identity” (the speaker, the ending). The last line: he takes control of his own history.

Test yourself

5 quotations from this page. For each one, choose who says it and where it comes from. Ten at a time, in a new order every round.

Where is it? Open each quotation to check your answer.

  1. “Dem tell me”

    The speaker, the opening

  2. “Bandage up me eye with me own history”

    The speaker, the opening

  3. “Nanny de maroon”

    The speaker, the middle

  4. “A healing star”

    The speaker, the ending

  5. “I carving out me identity”

    The speaker, the ending

Myths about Checking Out Me History

  • Myth The spelling in the poem is full of mistakes.

    What the evidence says

    The spelling is deliberate. The speaker’s voice is shaped by Caribbean Creole, and writing it down this way is part of the poem’s challenge to who gets to tell history.

    Source: John Agard, Checking Out Me History, in Half-Caste and Other Poems (2004)

  • Myth The speaker hates British history.

    What the evidence says

    He objects to being taught only one side of history, with no place for Black heroes or his own past. He wants the missing history, and he goes to find it.

    Source: John Agard, Checking Out Me History, in Half-Caste and Other Poems (2004)

Frequently asked questions

What is Checking Out Me History about?

The speaker is angry that his education taught him British history and nursery rhymes, and left out Black heroes such as Toussaint L’Ouverture, Nanny de Maroon and Mary Seacole. He tells their stories himself, and ends by taking control of his own history and identity.

Who are Dem in Checking Out Me History?

Agard never says. Dem are the people who decided what the speaker was taught. Leaving them unnamed makes their power faceless.

Why are some stanzas in italics?

The italic stanzas tell the stories of the heroes he was never taught about. They use very short lines and images of light and fire, so they sound different from the stanzas about his schooling. They are still the speaker’s voice.

Why is Checking Out Me History in the Power and Conflict cluster?

It is about the power to decide what people learn, and the conflict between the history the speaker was given and the history he wants. It ends with him taking that power back.

What poem goes well with Checking Out Me History?

‘London’ works well for people in power controlling how others think. ‘The Emigrée’ and ‘Tissue’ work for identity and for who writes history.

Sources

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